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The aura of resturant and each lyrics of song make me fall in love with him. He even not have any single glnace over me , but i was keep staring at him. At the time im imagining that he was singing for me and we were all alone in there. I was so lost in moment that i start to feel like that he comes walking towards me and his hands around my waste , but suddenly my dreamy picture shatter as i was pushed my someone, but still i thanks to crowd .

   I cant be angry but to thanks to person whoever pushed me .Because he hold me from side and i just passed smile. Without any further moment I just hold his hand tightly and start leading him to more crowd . He get the idea that i was taking him to dance floor and pull me back and muttered in ears that he can’t dance. But i was badly want to dance at that moment , i the one who pull him closure by saying no worry i can.

And just by saying this words i kissed on his cheeks. This time he blushed and put embraced me tightly in his arms. I can feel his love warmth equally. Than without wasting a moment and specially without paying attention people looks, we started dancing on music.

And this is how my whole Saturday was full package of  surprises but all and all complete love package. 

 Last Saturday night I was damn awesome. Because I fell in love with myself not for some good looks but commendable courage . Courage of holding your hand, to take initiate for the first time in life and im just loving it.

You can still see blush on my face , while I’m  recalling those moments . Moments of the girl with full of courage and lovable appearance. Those moments are like best time of our duo company which i can actually defined as true relationship in our lifetime. 

I dont know how can describe that, but cant stop myself to drooling over it again and again. Even though its already passed but I’m just reliving it again  , love with that moment specially love with myself , that true daring personality who can do anything. Who have no fear of that how people will judge. How they will react but i just did it.

Generally I’m a shy person. Who always run away from everything just to avoid any embarrassing moments. But I don’t know how I get that much courage to hold your hand , and that too in so much crowdy place. 

The coffee sips and raining window scene helping me to remember everything , which was happened that time. Just like any drama i can recall my all day .Generally my all Saturdays and Sundays were so boring but this last Saturday give me beautiful memories and that’s the reason why i cant stop myself to write here.

Saturday started with boring schedule of work , than suddenly i got a call from you. Without any formality you just ask me to go on lunch and i too just say yes. Because there were never a day where we take time to make our call conversation interesting. So in an hour we met at place near lake. But just like my boring life the romantic weather changes to sunny day. We can’t do anything but to run near by restaurant . At least we can spend time with cool environment rather than to stay at humid outdoor.

And thanks to my great luck even restaurant have no privacy due to weekend rush. So we have no other choice rather than to  seat in mid of place where i can see all other people’s family dinner and we in center point of all. 

But this not the only spoiler of our lunch date, but the true one interrupter is his phone . He just get involved with one call after another and i have no choice other than to scroll on social media. I was so odd at that moment that I start regretting our lunch date. And this is how our all day passed , im seeing him with one call after another , and he can see me doodling our tissue papers. 

I was in sure mood that he will now ask me to left for home and he would surely have another plan of meeting with friends at night bar. But somehow i think GOD have some mercy towards me. So without any word he took me to a restaurant where there’s a show of music . So we step out to the car and don’t dare to ask any further question to him, at least i can some spent good time now. 

But my own thoughts impacted my luck . We again have in situation of full of crowd with no space available . But somehow he manage a space for two of us. So now we can enjoy music . 

I cant say about him , for me his presence is everything. Though place is full of so many people but im happy by seeing him around. A nice aura of breezing and lighting a romantic music  . 

I want every night to be like this , where i can see  you. It feel like exhausted when i cant see you . I feel whole world became silent when i can’t hear you. I want you around every moment . I want to say many time, but i cant that i wanted to you be mine always.