She isn’t the easiest girl to love.
she has this bad habit of overthinking. She tends to
overreact and she gets a little insecure every once in a
while. She’ll be needy for your attention. She wants to
literally take up all of your time and she’ll require a lot of
reassurance. She isn’t capable of fully trusting you. She
doesn’t know when to stop fighting with you even if she’s
wrong. She has no problem pushing you away if she feels
like you’re close to hurting her. Loving her will stress you
out, loving her will make you angry, loving her will break
your heart at times, loving her will test you, loving her will
challenge you, and loving her will change you. It may get
so demanding that you’ll be tempted to walk away, it may
get so hard that you’ll think about giving up, and it may
get so complicated that you won’t want to deal with her
anymore. Loving her means you get to see her at her worst
and most vulnerable and that is something that you’ll have
to be strong enough to handle because she needs someone
who’s patient enough to understand why she is who she is
today. It’s not gonna be an easy relationship with her.
But if she is in love with you, then she can promise that
you’ll be loved with such passion and intensity that you’ll
forget what life felt like before she came along because
she’ll always be there to put your heart back together after
breaking it. Maybe she’s not the best at being loved,
but she’s pretty amazing at loving.
Autumn 