Unseen world

Everything you see

has its roots

in the unseen world.

The forms may change.

yet the essence

remains the same.

Every wondrous sight

will vanish,

every sweet words will fade.

But do not be disheartened,

the source they come from

is eternal–

growing, branching out,

giving new life

and new joy.

New Life

Everything you see

has its roots

in the unseen world.

The forms may change,

yet the essence

remains the same.

Every wondrous sight

will vanish,

every sweet words will fade.

But do not be disheartened,

the source the come from

is eternal–

growing, branching out,

giving new life

and new joy.

No Title

You can write for hours on hours,

Of all the things that you wish you could be,

But the truth of the matter is simple,

People are not poetry,

And I know that you wish you weren’t awkward,

That sweet words could roll right off your tongue,

But your time here’s too short just to worry,

How each single sentence is strung,

It’s okay to be rough round the edges,

To be bruised up and broken and scarred,

But it’s not okay to let people tell you,

That it’s a reason to change who you are,

You hair doesn’t always sit neatly,

The way a poem sits so neatly in lines,

And sometimes you might feel like a word,

That nobody has learnt to define,

You might not be a star that lights darkness,

Or a bird that can teach us to soar,

But it’s okay, because you are too complex,

To be crammed into one metaphor,

It’s okay not to know what you’re doing,

Since your feelings don’t have to all rhyme

Though a poem once complete is eternal,

You have the freedom to change over time,

You’re much more than can ever be written,

There is no title to say, “This is Me”,

You can’t be trapped in the lines of a notebook,

Because people are not poetry.

I was so stupid, you were never mine

With every drop of my tear , it feel like my love is falling , but its invisible to you. Why you are not able to see that might be my words are broken but my love is strong to stand by our side . Strong enough to carry us together through the life hurdle . 

Dont leave because , i would never able to stand again….

Please stay . Please stay like earlier ,  I will never complain to you for anything. You can stay rude , you can get all your space , you dont have to reply to me, to my any question . Just peacefully scroll your phone with having TV remote in another hand. I can at least live, stay calm,  by having you like this.

I can live atleast by seeing you like this, please dont go…

I really really love you so much, that words are never sufficient enough to describe , that how much I want you with me. My love was only for you , because I always prefer you over everything and I neglected myself so I can completely love you . People says that their loved one are their world, but I don’t know what the world is. What I am only aware about is you , your existence in my life define my existence and because of this never preferred to see beyond you anything. 

You are everything to me, i wish i can mention this to you. 

My day start with you with your name and for sake of your name, I forgot mine.  The day when I came to know you , the feeling that there is someone whom I can called complete mine , my whole survival is around you. I prefer to give my all attention to you even I set you as my life goal , so there is always one thing for me is to make you , as mine only.

 The first breath of my day is your smell  and When I am unable to get that fresh smell , I become restless. My first glance of day is your face. Then I start looking for you , either me sight would be impatient for whole day. and the moment I see you , I feel like,” You are mine and i am on top of this universe ”.

In this whole process of searching for your one sight , I never ever care that I made myself that much dull . That even creator , the GOD, will regret for my existence. But till today I never waste any moment for my own betterment. My every moment passed with that what I can do , to make your each moment to be best.

Sometime in process of  finding best for you , i made my whole day worst . That worst day let me to cry for whole night and some time for three to four days. In that loosing moment , i always want you by my side so that i can put my head on your shoulder and you can calm me down. But i was so stupid , i never paid attention that you are the reason why i am getting worst days.

My mind process scheduled for particular task like how you spent your day, is everything ok with you , are you having enough food or not , or you are getting everything best in your life or not. Not even day but my dreams also completed with your presence. So in that race of making everything best for you I forgot that I loose myself somewhere at beginning of journey. 

 Its not so that I didn’t even realize that im loosing myself in process of winning you. But I always expected that you somehow will notice that I too need little bit attention and love in return . But I was always wrong , because for you I never ever existed.

My existence never matter to you then why my absence would be.

You were always on far distance from me, it was always my imagination. The smell , for which im crazy is just of your last presence , which is of decade ago. But I mistakenly carried it so far. Your every sight is only my daydream but I never tried to open my eyes. 

What im doing for you is my love for you but you take everything as obligation . I was always a non existing element and heavy shoulder burden to you. i was also aware but I never have any courage to accept it.

Just like that scary pigeon who closed his eyes in expectation that even cat too would be blind.

I was always with same stupidity that one day you would be able to see my love for you. That in return I would get the same. One day my all prayer would be accepted . you would be mine forever , that day you would be complete mine.

I was always so stupid that I never asked  from GOD anything for me,  Specially never prayed  your love  for me , because I was knew it that you were never mine. Still my prayer was never for me its always for your goodwill.

I was so stupid that by loosing completely me, I was expecting my one side love to be turned out as true love.  

I was always so stupid……

  When you were never mine than how i can ask you to stay. But i hope that where ever you go but my love would be only for you. I wish that you never have to ask for love of anyone , and your love always stay by your side till you last breath. 

   Because my love always stay by my side, till my last breath. Its doesnt matter that it was one sided by my love was always pure and pious.